Dec 31, 2010

Disappointment.

What the fuck ? 


Remember, eating about 430 calories yesterday, like all the other days, since monday of this week. But, this morning ... of my balance : more 0.7lbs (300grammes) ! What ???? I would never have thought that I can weigh heavier than tomorrow ..! I don't know what the problem with me, and where is the problem. I'm too disappointed and I'm feel really depressed today. All the efforts I did since monday are throw in the bin, in my fat in one day which seemed terribly normal !


But, I'm really really really really HAPPY ! On monday, school start again ! With new start of the school sound to me a new start of weigh loss
A typical day at school : 
Breakfast : one fruit juice / orange juice (10-20cal) or a glass of soy milk (100cal)
Lunch : one tomato (20cal), a small piece of carrot (10cal) and one clementine (20cal)
Snack : one or two clementine (20-40cal)
Diner : one soy steak (130cal) or one soup (30cal) or one piece of green vegetables (30cal) and sometimes, with a soy yoghurt (80cal).
Total (if I take the more calorie)  : 380cal 
Total (if I take the less calorie) : 110cal


And, just to finish this article until the star of the new year, my resolution
At school : - Have good marks
                   - Go in a Litterary classroom next year
                   - Can have a dialog with a Swedish correspondent
With people : - Meet new friends
                        - Have a boy friend ( Haha )
                        - Find understanding people (in my new high school ?)
                        - Go out a lot to forget my E.D.
With my E.D. and my body : - Reach my GW3
                                                - Keep it for all this year
                                                - Eat more and more calories when I'll reach my last goal 
                                                - Keep my Vegan diet


Tomorrow it's a new life which is begin with the new year



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