October 2009 : 13 years old.
I started a new hard diet. I lose 7 lbs (3 kilos).
November 2009 :
I became more and more depressed ... Friends left me alone day after day ...
I fell in Anorexia ! I lose weight and felt happy and depressed. Both at the same time.
December 2009 :
I was about 80lbs (37kg). But Christmas came and I ate a lot, I took 5lbs (2kg) more. But I kept again my "good habit" and started again don't eating.
January 2010 : 14 years old.
A person in my family died. I ate and ate and ate ... My stomac ached me but I ate again and again without stopping.
I became a bulimic but I didn't vomit. I never vomit even if I ate a lot, 'cause I never succeed to do it !
February 2010 :
I started a proteinic diet and a hard sports program. I lose weight and went back to 80lbs (37kg). I felt really energic and happy to live !
March 2010 :
I became vegetarian. I kept out fitness and musculation and started to do zen sports like yoga ... I was near 79lbs (36kg).
April 2010 :
I went to a school trip and ... Ate a lot. I fell in hyperphagy.
May 2010 :
I started a vegan diet. I thought it was the best and healthiest thing I did in my life. But it wasn't true.
June 2010 :
Bulimia ( Not vomit )
July 2010 :
With my bulimia, my weight get higher and higher ! I was over 88lbs (40 kg).
August-October 2010 :
Hyperphagy.
Novembre 2010 :
My weight was about 99lbs (45 kg), I thought it was too much ! So I tried any diets. I thought that became a Pro-Ana will help me.
December 2010 :
Pro-Ana.
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