I'm a liar.

I can't keep my self control. I eat a lot. Nevertheless, I make my program day after day, all the evening. But, the disaster begin at the morning, when I'm wathching TV which makes me forget my program and promises. 
Normaly I have to drink a green tee and a light milkshake with berries and soy milk ; and sometimes eating a small part of oat. But, what happen all the day (and the "all" is really hopeless) : I took that is written on my program but I continue to eat (compote, chocolate cereals ...) So, the total of calories is high ! 

I told to my mother that my weigh is 48kg (105Lbs) and she said that I must lose weigh (But I'm not at this weigh !). I was sure of her answer when I told her my lie. So, she forces me to eat an apple for my snack, reduce fat and sugar ... Haha, I'm happy because she thinks that I have to lose 8kg (17Lbs) 'cause for her, my ideal weigh is 40kg (88Lbs). 
I'm about 45kg (99Lbs), and I have to lose more that 10kg (22Lbs), is more than my mother want, but I can reach easily my goal if she helps me, and if I lie her that I have difficulties to lose (It's completly false, because I know that I can lose about 1kg (2Lbs) per week haha). 


Tomorrow, I'll promise you, Ana, that I'll start a hard diet, that I'll follow you rules and your tips.